insignificant am i?

Well i may not survive this year..BUT....Hope is allways the last thing to die as we say here in greece!!!StudYing is the most extreme thing i will do this year..Plus running away from the dogs we have at school. Why doesn't someone come and chase them away from us innocent kids- afraid to go to the coffe shop wHere the dogs are waiting around and unable to grab a cup of coffee in order to wake up!!!!!
Here in greece we have really weird laws!!!Everyone says that dogs have rights and that we can't torture them but they CAN NOT accept the fact that dogs in schools are not all free and that some kids REALLY torture them...
Pfff i guess my thoughts are too boring for you i know...
That's why i will change the subject and tell you about a dream i had about my ex.So last night i had this weird dream of him..We were in a coffee shop where i ve never been before and we were talking about stuff i don't really remember, but although he was right next to me i sent him a message on his cell-phone,but I don't remember what about....Later that day he wrote me a letter,on a pink piece of paper(pink means love in dream interprettion, btw)and said "I love you i am still thinking of you,i do not hate you,i never did"The ink was faded so i couldn't see anything else!!!(Oh my god..i want him back!!!!)
Three days ago i broke up with Manos,the one who was in the army,so now i have all the time to figure out how i will get my revenge from my other ex the one i broke up with 2 and a half years ago..I was too busy in my relationship with Manos so now it's payback time!!!!

3 Months with my boyfriend and it feels quite nice...
he is in the army right now....he was out for a few days but today he went back.....
he is pulling strings to get out 3-4 months earlier..
oh oh oh oh and guess what i saw evanescence live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy Lee was great but i got really sad cause she didn't sing 'hello' and that's my favourite.

P.S. i think you all got a wrong idea of me....i am not that mean....i'm just too honest for my own good..hehehe

Trully yours...
Helen.

My new boyfriend really helped me to move on with my life after all i ve been through with my ex.He is the perfect man BUT i still REALLY miss my ex.

I don t want to hurt my new boyfriend.....
We live together...
He treat me better than my ex.
He knows what a woman wants.
He is a really good lover.

Do i have to listen to my heart and go back to my ex?
Or stay with my new boyfriend and......well...he wants to marry me!
I know......it's freakin' me out..i'm too young and it's really soon....!!!!!!!!

I don't want to sound ungratefull.
Bad things happen to me too.
The love of my life left me for a fat short ugly bitch!
I mean...HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.....what can i really say about my life?
i am a cruel bitch but EVERYONE loves me.
I don't love anyone i just like some of them....
Everyone wants to be my friend but nobody can give me what i want..
what i want?
what do i want?
what do i really want?
who knows what i REALLY want?

My life is all about me.
Or that's what my sister keeps saying.
i could say that MY LIFE is a cruel world..
....but i would be lying.Everything in my world(life)is quite easy for me.
All i have to do is ask for something and here it is..!